Its Nearly Ramadhan

Salam...
its been one year...
since the huge change in my life...
been busy of works...
without increasing of salary....

but still...
i was happy back then...
with all the backup that i got...

this year...
i dun feel the excitement anymore...
on Friday....
my mom admitted to Penang GH...
mild stroke...

from the CT Scan...
doctor said that, some of her blood vein burst...
because of high blood pressure...
where actually...
she never had that illness before...

physically...
only her left side body irresponsible...
but mentally....
she is no longer the mother i use to have...
she dun even remember me sometimes...
but sometimes she quite normal...

i talk to a friend of mine...
he was a medical student...
he said that....
maybe she just lost her recent memory...
but the previous memory still remain...
and i hope he's right...

i dun care...
if my mum didn't remember  the so called new me...
as long as she know that...
she has a daughter...
and that daughter is me....

ghee...
i have mumbling a lot...
all I  wanna say is...
i wish us all...
HAPPY  RAMADHAN....